1) Self harmed?
I have indeed.

2) Got into a real fight?
Yep.

3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed?
Yep.

4) Tried to commit suicide?
Yep.

5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt?
Yep.

6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting?
Yep.

7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble?
I've certainly tried to.

8) Accused someone of using you?
Several times.

9) Shoplifted?
Yep.

10) Gotten drunk/high?
Yup.

11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing?
Yep.

12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game?
Yep.


(Right now) Are you:
13) Suicidal?
Kind of, but I always am.

14) Bored?
A little, yeah.

15) Avoiding someone?
Nope.

16) Avoiding some task?
Not really.

17) Depressed?
Always.

18) Crying?
Not yet, but we'll see where things go.

19) Annoyed with a friend?
Almost always.

20) Worried and confused about something important to you?
Again, almost always.

Do you:
21) Get depressed easily?
Very.

22) Get jealous/envious easily?
Kind of.

23) Feel listening to music can take your mind off things?
Yep.

24) Worry about messing about your relationships a lot?
I probably would if I were in one.

25) Try hard in all your classes at school?
I'm no longer in school, but I suppose I did.

26) Go out drinking?
Not recently.

27) Smoke cigarettes?
Yep.

28) Smoke weed?
Not in a long time, no.

29) Do any hard drugs?
Not anymore.

30) Did you said yes to 28 but not to 29?
Nope, I said no to both. I don't need anything to "help" me be crazy.

31) Believe in God/Belong to a religion of your own free will?
Sort of.

32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them?
A lot.

33) Agree that self harm numbs emotional pain?
Well, I used to, but now I enjoy it for much different reasons than depression.

34) Believe people deserve second chances?
On the rare occasion.

35) Agree with 'An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth'? (ignoring the religious relation to that saying)
Yep.

36) Think things will get better?
Sort of.

37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished?
Almost all the time.

38) (be honest) Do you judge people who think differently to you? (seriously, be honest)
I try not to, but I do sometimes.


Preference in boyfriend/girlfriend:
39) Long hair OR short hair?
I don't really care.

40) (For Girls one) nice smile OR nice abs?
Smile.

41) (For Guys one) nice smile OR nice chest?
Smile again.

42) Shy OR open?
OPEN! I'm very shy, so I want someone who can help get me out of my shell.

43) Eyes OR body?
Eyes.

44) Religious OR non-religious?
It depends on the religion. If you're asking if I want them to be Christian, then no. I am however open to Buddhism or Wicca, or a lot of other non traditional faiths. There are just too many things in the Christian dogma that I don't agree with.

45) Caring OR non-restricting of you?
Both if I can get it. I would like them to care, but I also don't want them to smother me.

46) Straight edge OR non-straight edge?
Do titles like that even matter anymore? If I were forced to choose one, I guess I would go for the non-streight edge. I do enjoy a good stiff drink now and again, and I'd rather not hear them bitch about it.

47) Piercings OR no piercings?
Either or... I really couldn't care less.

48) Tattoos OR no tattoos?
See the answer to 47.

49) Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type?
I'm kind of a mix of both, so I'd have to have a mix of them from a partner.

50) Has friends you get along with OR has parents you get along with?
Both

Would you:
51) Drink alcohol until you were drunk?
If it will make the voices stop, you bet your ass I would.

52) Smoke weed?
Probably not.

53) Smoke cigarettes?
I do, and they're delicious.

54) Get even with someone who betrayed you?
I would, and plan to.

55) Forgive a boyfriend/girlfriend who deeply hurt you?
I haven't yet, and don't plan to start any time soon.

56) Attempt to kill yourself if everything fails you?
Who know. Stranger things have happened. I've already tried five times, so I wouldn't rule it out.

57) Keep your faith (any religious view) no matter what?
I don't have a clue.

58) Join a band as a part time activity?
If I were actually good at singing or could play anything, sure.

59) Feel sorry for someone who is being affected negatively from alcohol/drug abuse?
Probably not. I'm kind of a bitch sometimes, and I'm not the most empathetic person in the world.

60) Stand up for your beliefs if someone strongly goes against them?
No, I would probably just walk away and let them be idiots on their own time.

61) Go vegetarian for a month to see what is was like?
I have... It sucked worse than a thousand vacuums in a thousand black holes.

62) Fight someone who was harassing your friends/family?
It depends on what you mean by fight. If you mean fight them with a bullet at a distance, then yes. If you mean the sudden removal of their head via ax, then also yes. If you mean go up to them and start a slap fight with my bare hands, probably not.

63) Edit photos of yourself before posting them online?
Hell, I won't even put photos of myself online, let alone edit them.

64) Put up with friends who constantly hated against something you believed in/supported?
I haven't yet.

65) Be friends with someone who was nice to you, but a cunt to other people?
On occasion.

66) Not like someone simply because your friend(s) didn't like them?
Nope.

67) Lie to someone close to you because you don't want them put up with your problems?
Every minute of every day. I don't like being open, especially to people who know me.

68) Starve yourself so you fit some certain clothes?
I have before, and probably will again.

69) Get surgery on any part of you? If yes then which part of you?
SO MUCH LIPOSUCTION! I want them to take ALL the fat.

70) Sleep naked?
Were I not sharing a room with my best friend, then probably.